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Right now I’d love to move on
Obviously we’re unable to go on
Come back, come back, but stay away
I don’t know why I’m afraid

I don’t want to be here
I don’t want to be here
Let me disappear from here
Afraid to fall, afraid to fall
Are we able to make it at all?

Where, where are we to go and
What, oh what are we to do?
When right behind us all there is
Is the misery we’re so addicted to

I don’t want to be here
I don’t want to be here
Let me disappear from here
Afraid to fall, afraid to fall
Are we able to make it at all?

I don’t want to be here
I don’t want to be here
Let me disappear from here
Afraid to fall, afraid to fall
Are we able to make it at all?

What kind of world do we live in?
It’s comfortable so why start thinking
Waking up is too hard work
And that’s why all the others are the jerks

You are too numb to realize
Humans are bastards in disguise
You are too numb to realize
Humans are bastards in disguise

You would have to change your life
So you keep disrespecting
It feels like you’re playing with a knife
And you just keep pretending

You are too numb to realize
Humans are bastards in disguise
You are too numb to realize
Humans are bastards in disguise

(You are, you are)
(You are, you are)

You are too numb to realize
Humans are bastards in disguise
You are too numb to realize
Humans are bastards in disguise

Humans are

It feels so numb, so out of place
I fill my lungs with empty space
My mind is dizzy, screams
I don’t want to live here

But I just
I just keep going
But I just
I just keep going

A part of me is begging
Please, don’t cave in, don’t cave in
I keep talking to myself
Please don’t cave in, don’t cave in

And I don’t know where this spirit is from
But I know there’s a fire inside
And I don’t know where this spirit is from
It’ll stay ‚til the day that I’ll die

Your sticks and stones should’ve broken my bones
And those words should’ve broken my will
I cannot explain but I’ll never refrain
Yes, I will never refrain

Still I just
I just keep going
Still I just
I just keep going

A part of me is begging
Please, don’t cave in, don’t cave in
I keep talking to myself
Please don’t cave in, don’t cave in

And I don’t know where this spirit is from
But I know there’s a fire inside
And I don’t know where this spirit is from
It’ll stay ‚til the day that I’ll die

(Oh, stay ‚til the day that I’ll die)

And I don’t know where this spirit is from
But I know there’s a fire inside
And I don’t know where this spirit is from
It’ll stay ‚til the day that I’ll
Die, die, die
Die, die, die
Die, die, die

It’ll stay til the day that I’ll die

Warm and cozy is how it’s supposed to be
I guess sometimes you’ve got to pay the fee
Reflections of the mirror are shining so bright
I wish that I could be be happy with my life

But I knew
Yeah I knew that
I cannot get it right

I need to get out, get out
Of this disorder
And stand up, stand up,
Break through this barrier
I’ve got to open my eyes
And see much farther
I’ve got to clean up this mess
Instead of drowning in distress

A parasite stealing my vitality
Makes me finally feel the cold reality
All I can do is trying to grow
To leave these obsolete habits alone

I need to get out, get out
Of this disorder
And stand up, stand up,
Break through this barrier
I’ve got to open my eyes
And see much farther
I’ve got to clean up this mess
Instead of drowning in distress

I need to get out, get out
And I need to stand up, stand up,
I’ve got to open my eyes
I’ve got to clean up this mess

I need to get out, get out
Of this disorder
And stand up, stand up,
Break through this barrier
I’ve got to open my eyes
And see much farther
I’ve got to clean up this mess
Instead of drowning in distress

I wish that in the morning, I could step out of my coffin
Feel the sun burn my skin and see a new day begin
But I’m destined not to
But I’m destined not to
and I pass my life in mourning

I am trying so hard to do my best
And I am trying so hard to keep my faith
But I still feel I don’t suffice
Though I am trying so hard to make things right

Are there problems to be solved or should I put my dreams on hold?
Is there a way for me to find? Maybe the darkness has left me blind
And now I spread my wings and finally stop the mourning

I am trying so hard to do my best
And I am trying so hard to keep my faith
But I still feel I don’t suffice
Though I am trying so hard to make things right

And from the mourning I’ll rise
the mourning I’ll rise
oh
the mourning I’ll rise
the mourning I’ll

Time never really heals
Like papercuts the memories are carved into my heart
In a cruel kind of art
The wounds were carved into my guts

I hurt myself today
With all the mistakes that I made
Again, again
Live through the anger and the pain
Every day I try to find my peace
A way to make it all undone

Time never really heals
Like papercuts the memories are carved into my heart
In a cruel kind of art
The wounds were carved into my guts

A pain that doesn’t stop
(Like papercuts)
A pain that doesn’t stop
(Like papercuts)
A pain that doesn’t stop
Like papercuts

They say it’s long ago
That time puts things back into flow
I may forget but feel the same
The pain the pain
Set me free
From all these memories
Let them rest in peace

Time never really heals
Like papercuts the memories are carved into my heart
In a cruel kind of art
The wounds were carved into my guts

A pain that doesn’t stop
(Like papercuts)
A pain that doesn’t stop
(Like papercuts)
A pain that doesn’t stop
Like papercuts

Time never really heals
Like papercuts the memories are carved into my heart
In a cruel kind of art
The wounds were carved into my guts

A pain that doesn’t stop
(Like papercuts)
A pain that doesn’t stop
(Like papercuts)
A pain that doesn’t stop
(Like papercuts)
A pain that doesn’t stop
(Like papercuts)

A pain that doesn’t stop
(Like papercuts)
A pain that doesn’t stop
(Like papercuts)
A pain that doesn’t stop
(Like papercuts)
Like papercuts

Every day, the curtain falls
With every sun going down, I feel my life is ending
With every sun going down, I have to stop pretending
With every curtain Falling, I feel the monster’s rising

At night, I am reincarnated
Filled up with all the pain of my heart being intoxicated
And I wish there was someone to blame

But I’m longing for living, lips taste of blood
And I’m crying for more, crying for a flood
Crying to let me get out of this thriller
Fighting myself, but no one’s the winner
Please, make it stop and be my painkiller

It’s the middle of the night, the monster’s alive
The moon’s high up in the sky, my insides are still out of control
And The moon high up in the sky, sets my mind on hold
With the moon high up in the sky, the rage gets buried

But I’m longing for living, lips taste of blood
And I’m crying for more, crying for a flood
Crying to let me get out of this thriller
Fighting myself, but no one’s the winner
Please, make it stop and be my painkiller

Every night, a curtain falls
With every sun that’s rising, I feel the rage is ending
With every sun that’s rising, I wish I could stop fighting
With every day beginning, wish I could turn back time

But I’m longing for living, lips taste of blood
And I’m crying for more, crying for a flood
Crying to let me get out of this thriller
Fighting myself, but no one’s the winner
Please, make it stop and be my painkiller

be my painkiller
be my painkiller
be my painkiller

I’m wide awake, tried to take a break, get rid of my headache
I sat here all day, you told me it’s too late
My knees are weak, my hands start to shake
My trembling lips mimic an earthquake

And I ain’t got time for dreaming
My head is Stopps me now from leaving
What am I seeking, feelings are fleeting
I can’t keep my mind away from cheating

I try to sleep in, but I only sleep ill
Can’t keep my chin up, oh I need a sleeping pill
I used to sleep in, but I only sleep ill
There’s no free will, just overkill
Just overkill

I’m too wide-awake, tried to take a break, get rid of my heartache
I tried to find a way, now it’s even daybreak
I’m down on my knees, my eyes have cried a lake
My whole life feels like one big mistake

I try to sleep in, but I only sleep ill
Can’t keep my chin up, oh I need a sleeping pill
I used to sleep in, now I only sleep ill
There’s no free will, just overkill
Just overkill

I try to sleep in, but I only sleep ill
Can’t keep my chin up, oh I need a sleeping pill
I used to sleep in, but I only sleep ill
There’s no free will, just overkill
There’s no free will, just overkill
There’s no free will, just overkill
Just overkill

It feels like everyone is watching me
I want to squeeze this sickness
Right out of its body
But oh this try, But oh this try
leaves us even less alive

I am the dead, I am the dead
Haunted souls along the way
I am the dead, I am the dead
Suck me in don’t make me stay

Now I just close my eyes
I know the world will not stop burning
Just as we walk it won’t stop turning
So we’ve to go on, So we’ve to go on
With these sore eyes, our blurry sight

We are the dead, We are the dead
Haunted souls along the way
We are the dead, We are the dead
Suck us in don’t make us stay

Blind and deaf, unable to speak
Blind and deaf, unable to breathe
Alone, we’re simply unable to live

We are the dead, We are the dead
Haunted souls along the way
We are the dead, We are the dead
Suck us in don’t make us stay

It’s one of these days again
Where words don’t come easy
And feelings are too overwhelming
You don’t even have a clue
about the reason why you feel so blue
The record in your head keeps spinning
just like the world was always used to.

But it’s just one of these days
(It’s just one of these days)
Tomorrow will be better
And it’s just one of these days
Just let it pass, You gotta let go of control and
(Just let it pass)
Tomorrow will be better

You wonder what is happening with you
And why your heart now has the flu
I know it’s just a spark, but we all have felt this way
Just try to get through today
Even if everything you do seems wrong to you
You know this day won’t last forever long

But it’s just one of these days
(It’s just one of these days)
Tomorrow will be better
And it’s just one of these days
Just let it pass, You gotta let go of control and
(Just let it pass)
Tomorrow will be better

But it’s just one of these days
(It’s just one of these days)
Tomorrow will be better
And it’s just one of these days
Just let it pass, You gotta let go of control and
(Just let it pass)
Tomorrow will be

Please stop complaining, you are not the only one
Suffering from this life so breathe, learn to be calm
That’s what you tell your heart when it cannot move on
But you’re just teaching yourselves how to drown

Why do we think about the afterlife
When we’ve never really lived?
Why do we think about the afterlife
When we don’t know how to live?
This is what dying feels like
This is what dying feels like

„I’m not enough! I’m not enough!“, but you ignore the yell
You prefer lying to yourself, to everyone
“Bury me, please bury me!“, there is no need to listen
Rather let everyone down, that’s always the aswer

Why do we think about the afterlife
When we’ve never really lived
Why do we think about the afterlife
When we don’t know how to live
This is what dying feels like
This is what dying feels like

Why do we think about the afterlife
When we’ve never really lived
Why do we think about the afterlife
When we don’t know how to live
This is what dying feels like
This is what dying feels like

Why do we think about the afterlife
When we’ve never really lived
Why do we think about the afterlife
When we don’t know how to live
This is what dying feels like
This is what dying feels like

Where, where do I want to be?
And when will I realize
Where to find my recovery?

Where, where do they see me now?
And what would they think of me
If I cannot go on this way?

This journey will never end
And this pursuit will go on forever
The only thing I know for sure is
This is where I want to be
This is where I want to be
This is where I want to be

Where, where will I stand at last
and how much of us will this
search destroy in the end?

When, when will everyone discover
taking yourself too seriously
will only make you suffer?

This journey will never end
And this pursuit will go on forever
The only thing I know for sure is
This is where I want to be
This is where I want to be
This is where I want to be

This is where I (This is where I)
This is where I (This is where I)
This is where I (This is where I)
This is where I (This is where I) want to be

This journey will never end
And this pursuit will go on forever
The only thing I know for sure is
This is where I want to be
This is where I want to be
This is where I want to be

This is where I (This is where I)
This is where I (This is where I)
This is where I (This is where I)
This is where I (This is where I) want to be

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